December 2009
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He’s having a party tonight and I’m not invited, as if he even thinks about me. This leads me to my realization… I did not even think about him until someone else said, hey anne i think jamie likes you. Without this statement he would have simply faded to the back of my brain as another dude I met while drinking heavily with Heaven.
Huh? I suddenly don’t want to kiss him...
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I hate wanting to do one thing, but only having the option to do another. I feel like this is my life, but on the other hand I believe that this is the common “grass is greener on the other side” syndrome. In general I am just happy but sometimes this disposition (right word?) gets the best of me.
Today I just want to listen to horrible pop music, drink alcohol and pretend to care...
I am seriously wondering why we are even friends. You never reply to my texts, well sometimes, but not always and not when I really want you to. Shit. This sucks. Just text me back. NOW.
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shit.
Today, on this unholy Wednesday, my evil Aunt Catherine is coming. She is condescending, unappreciative and mean in general. Auntie Cathy, as she wishes us to call her, is pretentious and completely hypocritical. Example of her hypocrisy, she claims to be a hippie, peace love and the environment but drives an Equinox AND she’s the only one in it, excessive much? Also she never wears jeans...
I hate waiting. After a wonderful day of shopping in Petoskey with mom and Stephanie I am going to the movies with Dianna. She isn’t coming until 6:30pm. That means that I must wait for approximately 1 hour and 34minutes. Berk.
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My mom, the source of most of my wisdom, said something today that struck home. We were watching No Reservations with that really annoying ethnocentric guy and he said something about you only get one life to live, so why not? My mom then started to rant about how much she hates when people say that. She doesn’t like how it gives people an excuse to do anything. To not think before they act...
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icy thoughts
Stephanie: I fell on the ice yesterday.
My mom: Oh wow that must have really hurt.
Me: Yeah did you get hurt?
Steph: Oh no, my face broke my fall.
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book quote one
The book I am currently reading is entitled The Whistling Season and was penned by Ivan Doig. I am only 100 pages in but am already really enjoying it.
“Ready or not, we were being introduced to ourselves, sometimes in a fashion as hard to follow as our father’s reading finger.”
Being able to read for fun is the perfect way to relax and to live in another world, even if just...
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Fuck people who think their lives are perfect. Fuck people who think they are better than others. Fuck people who mock others to make themselves feel better. Fuck people who make snap judgments and don’t allow them to be corrected.
Fuck mean people.
old friend
Jason and I am going to reunite aujourd’hui and I could not be more excited. What a perfect little day after Christmas. We are going to be traditional and eat at McDonalds and then go to the Kingston (movie theather).
On another note, I am presently watching A Walk to Remember and can’t remember the last time I saw Mandy Moore in a movie. Sure she was in Because I Said So, but...
I am such a loser and am most likely okay with that. I have no holiday parties to attend, except the family one that I already have and have no friends that want to “hang out” tonight. Nope, it’s just me, watching the Soup/Friends. Man, I am a dork.
Although it seems as though I am complaining, I am not really. I am content with my few friends and our laissez-faire...
Marathon of old Star Wars movies with my dad. Could it get any better than this? Ok maybe it could be a marathon of Clint Eastwood westerns, that might make it better.
Random thought of the day. Why is it always the guys you don’t really have any interest in that text/call you? Why can’t the right guy text/call you… I wish he would, but he won’t and that’s all part...
I have recently added another thing I want to do before I leave college.
#4. I want to kiss him. I don’t want anything else I just want to feel his lips against mine and be done with it.
Thank you mom and dad.
While watching the epic television show titled, Jersey Shore, I couldn’t help but thank my parents for raising me as they have.
From their short skirts to their foul mouths, they are the types of girls that my parents taught me not to become. Their mentality of always “looking good” and their constant vanity is mind-blowing. They spend their days making themselves up and fill...
some of my favorite things
Unlike Julie Andrews my favorite things do not include rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens. No instead some of my favorite things include kissing, lying in bed next to someone while talking and of course looking at the stars for no reason other than to gaze. I also enjoy dancing, walking down a new trail and taking adventures of all sorts.
I have realized lately that I have not been doing...
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thoughts on hollywood
What ever happened to the theory that in order to be in a movie you had to have some ability to act. I want to go back to a day when only those that could portray real emotion could be in movies.
We are such a vain population that in lieu of a talented average looking person a beautiful untalented gets the role and the fame. I want more real actresses with real talent.
I’m not the most beautiful, the wittiest or the most articulate. I am me, that’s all I have to work with. This is my one chance to live this life in this time as this person, therefore I better make it worth it.
We are all almost dead. I need to live this life as hard as I can because in the end everything is worth it. Every person in my life, every adventure I took and certainly...